Because I say so...You didn't understand my heart, no. So many things it has inside but you never try...To find its deepest inner secrets from inside. Also you weren't able to see inside me who I really am...What makes it funny is all you ever say is just damn! And you don't even listen to what you have by your side...Making this moment perfect for away from you slide. All you ever listen...

Once more time again...You have changed the plan. You played with my heart...And now again we have to depart. Stating that you don't need me...Pushing me to a lower degree. Why one day you leave?..I'm left like the biggest naive. There you go, the same story repeats...All this is an error and we will end up in cheats. Why one day I am your number one...Something here is getting outdone....

It all can't get out of my head...The world has ended up dead. But I don't know how to make it right...It's been this way for countless nights. Forget the past for new things I must try...It has come to the very point of to do or die. I always tried to keep myself at bay...And nothing at all there is left to say. Living in those days that hold me back...They hold me back! And they hold...

  I remember very well...So the story I will tell...How I was saved from my hell. It was a bitter night...When I decided to end my life...And stormed out of my home in fright. I was so mad...Life was going bad...Just losing all I had. I climbed the highest place I could find...Enraged of everything in my mind...For a moment to life I became blind. So there I stood...As close to the...

Suddenly finding the right time...A flashback comes to mind. I start to remember...All I've done from January to December. Now I find some hidden memories reflecting..Things I held close and those worth rejecting. Maybe that's the reason I find myself sitting here...In a matter of fact, I'll make it for you more clear. I'm just sitting here watching the Merry-Go-Round...Reminds me of when...